I had to cancel my physical therapy appointment today, the office is crazy with the boss out of town and I could not get everything done if I had take the 2 hours out of my day to go...I am doing my ' PT homework' daily and will make sure I go the appointment I have on Friday...I don't want my healing to suffer b/c of my dedication to my job, I just want to be able to sleep at night without worrying about what I did not get done in the office. I am taking time to type this out for a quick break from the phones etc... Having just gotten back to work before they left for Europe for 2 weeks was a little overzealous on my part but they had this trip planned since late last year and I didn't want them to cancel it...so here I am! I am anxious about everything I am expected to handle and I know I am capable, its just alot for one person to shoulder... The company I work for manages about 500 residential homes all over Jacksonville and staying on top of it is a nightmare for ONE person!! Coming back after being gone for 3 months is not easy either!! I know I can handle this its just not an ideal situation.
I talked to my BFF Nichole in California last night. I introduced her to this amazing theraputic blogging page last week, she loves it!! We have known each other since we were 18 years old and I cherish our friendship so very much, we don't get to see each other in person very often but are always in each others hearts. Its ironic how we have gone through the same experiences in our lives just at different times and have been able to lean on each other every time...We shared our pregnancies with our daughters across the miles, I was in Florida she was in California and we were due a month apart...I was happy to have her to share it all with and I am thankful to know she is a forever friend no matter how long we go without a real 'in person' hug!! Talking to her is always theraputic for me, whether its about stuff I am going thru or her stuff, its good to reflect on how far I have come and I am happy I can help her out with the knowledge that comes from 'been there done that'.
If I can just make it thru till Thursday night... can't wait to see my sweetheart, I miss him soo very much! I cannot imagine how the military spouses do it for months at a time, God Bless them!
I am anxious about the trip to Columbia for Thanksgiving. I know it will all work out, just stressing about everything right now!! I hate that Savanna is supposedly sick but I cannot talk to her and dont know when she will be back at school, hopefully tomorrow he will take her back....Hopefully....and tomorrow is another day :)
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The first thing I want to say is thank you and that I love our friendship. I to wish we are able to see each other more often. We should look at a plan of getting together once a year somewhere halfway. Now take a deep breathe and remember to always take care of you because if you don't no one else will. It seems that we are having our days with the exe's sometimes I think it will never end. Just say your prayers and God will handle the situation also. Love ya.
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